10/10/2026
A little update on how I am planning to keep Wilder’s garden going and growing through the “BER” months. 🌱✨
I am so excited to share this with you all! 👼
I’ve been racking my grieving mama brain trying to figure out how I am going to get through this winter—not only without my child, but without all of the beautiful flowers and garden space that has given me a safe place to pour my grief and the endless love I hold for him.
Knowing that the 1-year anniversary of Wilder’s birth and passing is creeping up around the corner… 💔❤️🩹
When I finally came across a solution. 🤍
I’ve had my eye on this 8x12 greenhouse for the past couple of months, and thanks to my sweet mom, I am so, so close to making it happen! 💗💗💗
Now that this feels within reach, I’ve been dreaming up ways to honor my boy in this space. It will be a place where we can keep his service plants alive, grow new life, and grow beautiful veggies and flowers in his honor all winter long!
Most importantly, it will be a sacred sanctuary for my mom and me to sit with his energy, breathe, and hold space for our grief. ❤️🩹
Learning how to carry a loss this profound is the hardest path I will ever walk. But I haven’t had to walk it alone. Between keeping his garden alive, therapy, the unwavering support of my true soul family, and just letting myself feel every raw moment of it, with his Daddy by my side, it’s a heartbreakingly beautiful journey.
Heavy on the heart breaking. 😔
Thank you to everyone who has walked with us, held my hand, and helped me up, while learning how to pick up the pieces after infant loss.
Wilder will always be my light and nothing in this world could ever hold a candle to the bond we will forever share. Even in death.
One more thing:
I am looking to commission a custom stained glass piece featuring my son’s name to hang front and center in the greenhouse, honoring him forever. ✨
If you know of any local or independent glass artists who take custom orders, please drop their recommendations below! 🪟✨🤍
This is the actual greenhouse that will be getting but the second and third image is just the vibes that I’m working towards. 😌
