03/07/2026
Its day 17 of 2026 Lenten season. the longing for clarity, the desire to feel heard and is the weight I feel at this stage of the sacrifice of my ego and body.
No matter what name I put to my spiritual practice i often come back to the Mission, light a candel and pray, not limited by any religious constructs, but staying soft in a room that feels sacred.
My Prayer went something like this:
God, let this light be a place for my sadness to rest.
Let this flame hold what feels too heavy for my body.
I release the stories that say I am replaceable, forgotten, or too late.
I release the fear that someone else is more worthy of love than I am.
Teach me to trust Your timing more than my anxiety.
Teach me to choose dignity over scarcity.
Teach me to stay open without abandoning myself.
Let this season soften me, not shrink me.
Let it clear what is not meant for me,
and make space for what is.
I stand here as a sovereign woman —
whole, beloved, and guided.
I am not waiting to be chosen.
I am choosing myself, with You beside me.
May the next right thing find me with ease.
May the love that is meant for me recognize me.
May I walk forward with a steady heart.
Amen