08/20/2024
Dear heavenly father,
I am writing,documenting, and publicly praying, and speaking to you to get over my fear of my techno music peers judging me. Unfortunately, Gospel and Nightlife do not mix. So my lord I have kept our relationship to myself.... TIll now.
God, I want to take this opportunity to thank you for my artistic ability that you blessed me with. My music, my paintings, my drawings, and my favorite, my dance moves. Everything about art, creating it or absorbing it, truly makes me happy and content. Thank you my lord.
Thank you dear lord for placing my business partner and brother from another mother, Paul Diamond in my life. Through him lord, you have taught me to trust again. Thank you for my true friend.
Dear God, I am amazed by the awesome gifts that you have given me. the positive and the negative, the good times and the bad. You have blessed me throughout with companionship, partnerships, and loneliness. You have always answered my prayers dear God, even though some of those prayers and dreams went against everything that you represent. it boggles my mind lord that even as a sinner, that I asked and you still gave. Some of those seemed like a curse instead of a blessing. I regretted praying for wealth when I felt poverty, and for the love of a wife and child when I felt the hate of an ex-wife and the distance of an estranged child.
I know that my life has been a gift from you dear lord and that without pain and tears that I could not fully enjoy the love and happiness that I have found in you.
Heavenly father, I am being transparent publicly and facing my fears of no longer being considered "The Cool Guy" known as "After Hours Kaine" in the entertainment industry to show my love for you out loud.
All of this I pray in your son Jesus Christ name.
Amen
