02/13/2026
Emotional bean music time 🫘 I put a lot of emotion into this song. From the chord progression, to the specific instruments, to the vocals (which are me singing for the first time), to the monologue that hits deep every time I hear it. Every piece of this song was carefully crafted throughout 2025 and represents so many different emotions that I’ve felt over the year. A lot of people and experiences to thank for the creation of this but special shoutout to Necromancer for showing me the powerful monologue from Paris, Texas. That moment at Infrasound last year has a special place in my memories that I hope to remember forever. It helped me shape this song and experience so so much, and I thank you for giving me that.This song goes out to all the people out there feeling alone in this crazy world right now. For the ones that have experienced the pain of losing someone you didn’t expect to lose. For the ones that thought they had something special with someone but it all vanished within a blink of an eye. Don’t lose hope and don’t give your time to those who don’t reciprocate the same kind of love back. Chances are if they didn’t love you the first time, they won’t love you the second time around either. I promise you, you ARE worthy of LOVE, don’t let anyone ever make you feel otherwise. All the love and happy Valentines, sukkatash. 🫘