03/19/2025
Part 2.
After a week of being radioactive, the metal plaque was removed.
I woke up on the table as they were putting my eye back in but couldn't move under anesthesia!
Talk about loosing your ....p**p!
After flying home things immediately happened.
Kevin, Andy and I recorded
a couple songs I had written for the album project, but I was so weak from the radiation that I could barely sing in the booth. But I am so glad that we were able to do that.And I still have the tapes. Secondly, I had to photograph a wedding a week or two after returning home and I was wearing a pirate patch! ☠️
The photographer is here!
Lastly, I developed a severe cataract in that eye, but as luck would have it..I focus with my right eye.
My right eye is the subject of this story.
Hang in just a tantalizing bit longer if you will please lol..
Fast forward to today..spoiler alert
I obviously lived lol.
I will not bore you with the last 35? years, but needless to say, they have been, dare I say, eventful.
And more than a girl could have ever dreamed of.
2012:
I developed a cataract in my focusing eye as well.
So when I was in my twenties and had the eye cancer I was in a published study.
My right eye is also in a published study but I digress.
In December of 2012 I had cataract surgery on my left eye, then because my insurance was running out, two days later I had cataract surgery on my right eye.
After 25 years of near blindness in my left eye I could see!
But, the good eye..was suddenly blinded backwards as the lens had rotated 180 degrees.
And the surgeon was off on vacation for two weeks to..Bora Bora or Tahiti ..
They repeated the surgery FIVE TIMES without additional images.
I was obviously not particularly happy about this..
I told them my right eye was uniquely shaped..
No one ever listens to me... my right eye is one in so many millions odd shape and one of the worst astigmatisms ever recorded.
It is also in a medical book.
SOMEONE OWES ME ROYALTIES.
Fast forward to last year...
Another cataract in left eye and I can't focus in right...
It became worse. I obtained new glasses.
I went to specialists.
I have been to 8 eye doctors in a month and a half.
I am losing my focusing eyesight quickly...
Surgery is April 15th..
I have been diagnosed with a basically 1 in 20 million syndrome.
You are going to love the name..
Dead Bag Syndrome...yes, I know..
Basically the membrane that holds the lens in place weakens (5 needless surgeries perhaps?),
and the lens moves.
The bag in my eye is floating lost and my lens has moved off the center of my eye.
This is, of course, a problem in itself as I am seeing double and the lens isn't stable.
I will let you use your imagination as to all the bad things this can imply.
Did I mention THIS IS MY "FOCUSING EYE"?
And it hurts.
My vision defines me as a photographer..
Ok..Don't.. cry..
Any way, I hate to admit it but I am scared.
And the surgeon said I most likely will not see for a month from this eye.
I already can't see from my left.
And there is the $ which They want 5 days before that I do not have..
So that is the first surgery and I need all the prayers, good karma, healing light, extra pennies if ya got 'um ,maybe a sandwich lol
And I hope I will see again.