It's Unapologetically me, Chrisy

07/16/2026

07/10/2026

All the s**t I PUT MYSELF through.
Here I am still standing.

Addiction is ugly, it will rip out your soul and the soul of the family and friends who love you the most.

Today I am grateful to be a recovering addict.
I am thankful that because of recovery I have gained a new life and regained my family and those closest to me.

I have given away EVERYTHING. I EARNED all of it back.

I worked my ass off and fought for my seat in recovery evey damn day.

The life I lived and the things I have done are all in the past.
Today the woman, mom, and friend I have become is what matters the most.

I have lived on the dark side and in the dark side. Life was a game of who was the better survivor.

Only by the grace of GOD, his grace saved me. His grace allowed me to live a new way of life. Gods grace gave me back my family. Gods grace keeps me clean. Gods grace has given me a life that I NEVER would have thought possible.

The next time you see an addict who is suffering, remember, that addict could be your mother, father, brother, sister or child. That addict means something to somebody.

Today I am free from my addiction!!Today even when I feel weak I know I am strong, I know God has a plan and a purpose for my expierence.

I accept responsibility for all of my actions, I also accept responsibility to be a light for others who suffer the same way I did.

05/08/2026

With the seasons of my life changing faster than the weather
I rely on my resilience to adapt to ever-changing circumstances.

Courage keeps me moving forward on days that I feel to emotionally drained or mentally paralyzed.

The strength I posses allows me to put one foot in front of the other one day at a time, NO MATTER WHAT.

My experiences in life have not always been easy.
Some burdens I carry have been inflicted by the actions of others that are deep and painful wounds, scarring my soul and my mind.

I live with consequences of my own choices and accept full responsibility for poor decisions I have made.

Reflection on my journey through this life is surreal, bringing tears full of sorrow and joy that overflows my heart.

In the end the Grace of God carries me through all of it.
Forgiveness is a powerful tool that I have learned to wield in my healing process.