04/04/2026
5 short words I’ve been dreading…
5 simple letters I’ve been pretending didn’t exist….
If I didn’t say them, maybe they wouldn’t steal one of the most important people in my life.
My dad’s cancer is back. 💔😭
The first time, I never posted the words “My Dad has cancer.”
Maybe because writing it down would make it stay, or maybe it was because I didn’t want the reminder popping up on my timeline every year. Im still not really sure….
There was hope it would be removed quick with surgery in 2023… but it was the complete opposite.💔😭😭😭😭 after surgery his memory was warped- they labeled it dementia. It all happened so fast, I couldn’t wrap my mind around losing my dad before getting to say goodbye.
Then a miracle happened. God stepped in, and last year He brought back the dad I knew before surgery. It felt like nothing had ever happened. Christmas 2025 with my family was unforgettable!!!
But all good things must come to an end. 💔😭
My dad’s cancer is back… and I’m not pretending anymore.
My husband gave me the gift of coming home for a month, so here I am — back with my incredibly kind and ever loving family.
We’re making new memories and reliving the old ones while we can.🩷🧡💛💚💙💜
Having this chance to say goodbye feels heavier than I imagined… but it’s wild how everything from last year prepared me for this year to come. THANK GOD FOR THERAPY!!!!!
💓Side note: ADVICE for what you would want to remember about your dad?
Im getting his fave music list.
I had him write a book via Storyworth and we are going to add photos!
Ive got 3 questions to ask each of his friends and fam to make a mini video. (Have to schedule visits asap)
We are gonna pick out a plant together for me to grow forever!
Im going to make tiedye, and antler jewelry with him!
I want to hear and record the book he wrote!
Anything im forgetting?!????
📸SUPER SIDE NOTE: While I’m here, I REALLY NEED to make some $$$😬. I brought my camera gear, tiedye and antler jewelry!
If you’d like a portrait session in the wildflowers, let’s gooooo! 🌸
Leave a comment if you’re interested!📸
Thank you for the love and prayers 💜🩷🧡💛💚💙they mean more than you know!!!!🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️