06/17/2025
I honestly can't believe I am having to make a public statement about this, as I have done everything in my power to move on from what has happened in the past. However, some are seemingly unable to, and continue the petty and immature diatribe to this day, years later.
It is unfortunate that this one in particular cannot move on, when I had made many points to continue to support their pursuits, despite my own withholdings regarding their stances on things, their behavior towards me, and towards others. However, I can say, it stops now.
Initially, they were not blocked from this page to offer them a place in my events. After threats to people, I rescinded this, and tried to just continue on with my life. However, I was once again attacked for simply existing.
There are particular show themes that I had opted to not do so as to not cause chaos and strife. With the first show being 4/20 related, I figured that surely this would not cause any mayhem; that isnt even something they're into. Sad to say I was wrong. It was far from an attempt to compete; I went into the 4/20 show knowing full well it'd cost thousands and I'd be lucky to make a couple hundred as the host. YOU, dear vendors, are what made Herban Glow happen. For future ones, they would not have encompassed what they did specifically.
I have also made it a point to say that while of course I would not be thrilled to know I have mutuals with them, it is not my place to try to stop them. I merely left best wishes for anyone who continued to be in relation to them. However, it seems on their end, that was not accepted? And once again I was bashed, bullied, and cyberstalked by this person's weird vendetta against me, who proceeded to rally others - several I dont even know? - to hate me, insult me, and attempt to dox me. Yep, I know some of you are reading this. I dont expect you to change your mind about me. Frankly, I don't want you to; so willing to go up in arms against someone you dont know and based solely off someone else's words... That's not how I flow in this life, and I pray you find another current to guide you.
The past several years for me have been extremely difficult. With a constant barrage of attacks, it has become exceedingly agonizing to attempt to grow my own businesses. Since this latest one (which I hear is still continuing), my dear vendor friends, I am stuck debating on shutting this down and instead focusing my love, passion, and energy into Ravitica.
This is why the next show has not been announced. I am tired.
I need time. I dont know what direction to go right now, except to keep trying to heal when I'm allowed. I have a lot of things lined up for Ravitica this year, and already booking for 2026.
I just want peace in my life. If it means shutting this down for now, so be it. So until I make my decision, I'll see y'all at some other amazing shows. 👋
