29/09/2020
Today September 29th 2020 I’m celebrating my 29th circulation around the sun 🌞. .
This photo was taken over 7 years ago and tho I seem extremely happy here, I wasn’t truly happy nor even close to it.
My 20’s were filled with love, happiness and beautiful experiences but a lot of them I didn’t fully appreciate because of how toxic I was. I still have a lot of toxicity to grown out of but this past year has been one of exponential growth for me.
It’s been a full year since I had the sudden realization that I love being alive and want to be in this existence and that I love everything about it. Exactly a year a ago I was driving to the keys for my 28th bday and on the trip down as the sun was setting my whole life flashed before me and it made me tear up because I remembered all of the beautiful moments and it brought pure joy to my heart. That moment was very odd for me cause I’ve struggled with su***de most of my life and after many attempts I successfully overdosed and landed myself in the hospital around the time this photo was taken. After being given a second chance at life I stopped making attempts at my life but I wasn’t completely happy yet I was simply complacent with existing.
so last year when I realized I’m truly grateful for living it was a weird thing for me to experience and get use to. So even tho this is the last year of my 20’s and I’ll be entering my 30’s next year. I feel as if my life is actually just starting now, the strides I have made in becoming mentally physically and spiritually healthy have given me the confidence of knowing that I will accomplish everything I set my mind to and that this life has so much more to offer. If you read this far thank you 🙏 I love all of you and appreciate all of you for helping me grow. @ Miami, Florida