01/05/2026
Dear 512 Event Ninja Clients & Colleagues,
I would love to be direct and vulnerable. Inserting a trigger warning for I no longer wish to downplay or protect certain details of my private life. I would not feel the need to disclose theses matters if they have not impacted my performance the way they have. I had a mental collapse due to CPTSD from abuse. I am seeking help and healing while going through a separation as well. I wanted to be the strong, reliable professional, I know I am when at my best. But my unwillingness to come to terms with the seriousness of my experiences had blinded me. I have not been responsive or functional due to paralysis from RSD rooted in my AuDHD. Most of 2025 was a hard season and I was tired and ashamed of explaining myself. I will sort through, reset and I AM resuming business as usual. I ask for you all to have faith, patience, compassion and to hold space for me. Send me all the good energy. I am truly sorry for the inconvenience and the stress this may have cause. But It is important for me to remember I am a human being too. My hardships do not reflect who I am at full capacity but also don’t excuse me from adulting and taking accountability. Please, remember you are not a robot, we are all people and be kind. Thank you!
-Holy Yang