05/06/2022
Sorry for the radio silence over here . I’ve been dealing with a hard hit of disappointment and processing how to move on from a loss. Many of you know by now that 2 endings were filmed 11 months ago and for the majority of that time I believed I did everything to succeed. There really wasn’t more I could have done . I’m running through emotions of a hard hit loss, I spent 10 months fixated on the edit that favored my business. I now have a pit in my stomach that only time can heal. Many are asking when I’m rebranding , but I do not have the funds to finance a rebrand. And that is eating me up inside as I feel I’ve been left in a tricky situation now . So I’ve been encouraged to set up a fundraiser. But I’m afraid … I’m petrified of the disappointment again . I know some think I’m brave and you are all so encouraging , but I’m not , I’m totally crushed . My mental health has taken a beating from not knowing the out come since September to now knowing the outcome . The plans I had evaporated in a moment. Please keep your orders coming. Your support and encouragement is truly amazing.Im on here to share the highs and lows of running a business. The risks and the challenges. So please don’t berate me for sharing . I’m truly grateful, I just feel mentally run down by the huge amount of pressure I put on myself. Big love ❤️