19/10/2026
You might be surprised to hear I was anything BUT excited - I was flipping terrified.
Not only that, I also felt a weird sadness at leaving my old job behind. Including the certainty and stability that came with it.
Ten years of working hard so someone else could achieve their dreams. It felt like such a waste. It was like a period of mourning that lasted (I want to say) about 2 weeks or so.
November marks 8 years since I first went to Flower School to keep my sister company. 8 years deep into this obsession that’s become my life.
In those 8 years, I’ve surpassed so many goals and been on the biggest self-development journey ever 😂 one that I know is ongoing for the rest of my life 🫶🏻
Being Self-Employed isn’t for everyone and that’s cool. But if you’re doing a job you don’t love inside out and back to front, don’t write off the possibility of doing something that sets your soul on fire.
Eight years ago, I had no idea that keeping my sister company at Flower School would lead me here.
I’m not saying it’s been easy, and I’m definitely not the same person I was back then. But I am so proud of the life I’ve built, the person I’ve become, and the fact that I was brave enough to give it a go ♥️
📸 Carmel McCabe •🍍• Colourful Cardiff wedding photographer