24/05/2026
In 2015, I had two phone calls that completely took me by surprise. And both terrified and excited me at the same time - not gonna lie 😂
At the time, I had a 3 year old little girl and a 3 year old little business.
One phone call was asking me to coordinate weddings at the iconic National Library of Wales while they restructured their staffing team. An offer I could only have dreamed of at that point. I said yes!
The other was inviting me to be the on-screen wedding coordinator on a brand new TV programme. Of course, I said yes to that too!
What I maybe forgot to mention to both jobs at first was… that I was pregnant 🤭
Determined to make it work, I took on the National Library weddings and started filming in April 2016 when my baby boy was just 9 weeks old. I got an incredible girl called Marisa to step in to help me with the National Library weddings - I literally couldn’t have done it without her.
I’m not going to pretend it was all sunshine and rainbows though… It wasn’t easy!
When my son was 4 months old, I was away filming for 4 nights - I will never forget it. The morning after the wedding, I cried from exhaustion all the way home and fell through our front door into my family’s arms 🩷
Then, more nights away followed throughout the year as we filmed more beautiful weddings. I cried a lot. I loved every second, but also missed my babies terribly. It was hard.
But I don’t regret any of it.
That year taught me so much.
It taught me that I could do hard things.
It taught me to be strong and stick with what I believed in, even when there was outside noise.
I learnt to trust myself.
And I learnt how important it is to ask for help.
My husband had a full-on job himself, but he never once questioned my choices. He supported me every step of the way. During the busiest, hardest times, we also had help from the children’s wonderful Mamgu and Nain.
How beautiful is it that my children had that time with them. Precious.
This photo was taken at a styled shoot that I designed and planned in the middle of all the beautiful chaos.
Looking back at this woman in the picture now, I feel proud of her.
Tired, emotional, determined… but proud 🩷