13/04/2025
I would like to share more of what I am perceiving and living through… still something is holding me back… something is creeping up my neck, it’s a pack, a load … sometimes heavy sometimes light, but it’s rarely fully at ease… in peace… still after many years of feeling and perceiving this shadow… that shows up in wanting to be liked, wanting to please… I like to call that part in me the people pleaser… well well… my old friend haha, somehow I would like to break up with you, to leave and let go… but somehow we’re still holding on.
Anyway, it is getting better and everything starts with awareness, so I’ll stick to gratitude for being able to perceive my shadow, I embrace em and try to generate love.
The actual reason I write this is, because I’d like to share more of myself, more of my inspirations and experiences… but then again, does it come from a emptiness or lack… something that I want to fill? It depends… For now, what I want to share about the ecovillage culture, it rather feels like a BIG inspiration that I want to share, which makes it easier, as I just want to share more of what makes me feel good… that culture of belonging, of human connection, regeneration of the hearts and land…. inner work, trauma healing, reflection and so on… outer work, planting trees, agroforestry, gardening, ecological practices… it feels good, it feels right and it feels like it’s time to spend more energy into that field… into the unfolding world that our heart’s know is on it’s way! ❤️
I’ll keep it here with that, please let me know if you have interest, I am hyped to let you know about how to engage in the ecovillage world.
Your Captain Lionheart aka Joé Jang Jos 🍀✨❤️