05/02/2026
Most of our bigger events, the real panic didn’t hit until hours before doors. That’s when the noise died down and it finally sank in: what the f**k have we gotten ourselves into this time?
One bad night could end everything. Reputation in the gutter, finances wiped, the whole dream we’d built over years flushed. No safety net, no second chances.
For New Bass Order Festival II — tickets were sitting at around 850. Zürich isn’t a presale city, sure, people always wait till the last minute… but with this line-up? I’d convinced myself 1000 was the bare minimum to not bleed out completely. Anything less felt like walking into a firing squad.
At the security briefing I made it crystal clear: tonight there’s no selection, no door politics — everybody gets in. No bu****it, no “you don’t look the part.”... They weren’t happy. I basically threatened their jobs if they started gatekeeping. Payback for all the times I’d been rejected at this very location. Was petty, felt good.
An hour before doors I stepped outside. Roads empty. No queue snaking around the block like at Hospitality or Skrillex. Just silence. My chest tightened. Breathing turned shallow, hyperventilating kicked in hard. Adrenaline flooded everything — ears ringing, world slowing to half-speed, like moving through water. People were talking to me, mouths moving, but the sound was muffled, distant, haze closing in. I just remember walking, looking at the floor and seeing my cigarette shaking.
Alec did the traditional thing: grabbed my shoulders, big ass grin, “Sh*t’s gonna be amazing, bro. Everybody’s coming. Best night ever.” He was trying to calm me down like always. I knew it was bu****it. This time he was scared too.
Was it the date? Monday night, May 1st wasn’t a nationwide holiday in Switzerland. Maybe everyone was still recovering from the weekend. I couldn’t stand it anymore. Walked straight to backstage. Sat there alone, bass vibrating faintly through the walls.
No more running from it. Gotta face the music.
Then my phone blew up. Messages flooding in — people panicking they might not get in. The lines were huge. Not the ticket lines… the box office!