07/04/2019
Hi guys ๐๐ป
It's me, Catherine.
I want to share a long personal journey from my heart with you.
So, 2 years ago I found myself in an emergency in hospital, with no feeling at all in my leg, a body that wobbled like one of the Thunderbird puppets and to take a step was not too different to those drunken steps when your foot can't quite find the floor ๐คฃ and total bladder loss. All jokes aside it was extremely serious stuff which turned out to be a very severely damaged spinal cord due to bulging discs. It was so bad that I was bed ridden in hospital until major back surgery a few days later. I woke from surgery to no feeling at all down my leg, no movement no matter what,to be told I may never walk again.
It was bloody terrifying!
2 years later and I am walking, some days with a stick, some days with crutches if I over do it but slowly....and I mean slowly but surely on my way. I will never be the same B.U.T, this incredible journey has taught me to let go of all the s**t that doesn't matter, not be such a perfectionist and find happiness in all the little nothings. This sounds nuts, but I am actually so grateful this happened to me. I am SO much happier.
It was, it turns out, probably all those days upon days without rest or sleep sometimes at the kitchen bench creating delicious pretty treats that actually pushed my back to the degree that it did. No regrets though. None at all. Because something else happened ... It opened my eyes to a new possibility of how the hell I was going to reinvent myself, now that I can't do any of the roles I have had in my life before (30 odd years in architecture and deisgn industry). So, my sweeties, things will be making a slight change here soon, but it will remain creative and colourful - promise.
And I want you to stay with me along this new journey.
Hand on my heart, I have made some of life's most wonderful friendships right here.
My girl
(Who recently took this pic of me at my 50th)
.net.au and so many more that I can't tag.
So stick around for more my sweeties. ๐ Catherine.