17/11/2025
"Hello 2025"
WOW!! Well, I am not sure how it happened, but after over a year and half, I somehow regained access to this page. It was completely devastating getting hacked, and it is a blessing I got it back after all this time of countless tries, giving up, retrying different things, and then somehow having a Miracle and being able to access it. I am Thanking God for that. Everything happens for a reason and even in the bad, we have to find the positive.
So, I guess there is no better time than to restart this page by talking about the last five years. Running a business in today's society is about the hardest thing you can do.
Back during Covid, not only did I get covid, but I also went through a life changing hysterectomy after countless tumor removals, an auto immune disease, and cancer prior.
Little did I know, how much that would change me and how much it actually did affect me. I changed and wasn't myself, up until at least last fall, I couldn't even describe how I felt.
I was numb. Nothing affected me. I just smiled and waved in public.
Texts, messages, the rude comments/messages, the badgering of local people, and much more... I went completely blank.
I was filled with so much anxiety, depression, guilt, shame, embarrassment, and overall self-worthlessness.
Panick attacks and severe depression was covered with fake laughter and smiles. The only one that knew how bad it truly was, was God. I did a good job at hiding it from my husband, as he worked a lot.
I didn't know it then, but I was battling and it was a quiet battle, as I let people call me names online, talk about me, and make it seem like I was a horrible person, I just kept sinking deeper. My business and name was affected, and I didn't care, because I didn't care about myself. I will say, it truly shows peoples true colors when you are in your lowest of lows.
My faith in God, was the only thing that kept me getting up every day. Even when I questioned him, I knew it was only him holding me together. I had to whole heartedly give him all cares to really be set free.
After 2020- I got Covid every year after the 1st or 2nd wedding of the fall. Being autoimmune, it completely destroyed me. It would take me 2-3 months to recover. I again felt defeated and I truly did not know how to change it.
Even though I was raised in a Christian home and got saved, I still did not feel like existing. It was until I truly prayed To God to help me and take my burdens. I pleaded with him to make me feel whole again. It was through Jesus Christ that I have regained my heart and love for life again. I sincerely asked him to let his will be done in life.
Life is so hard, you never know what someone is going through. Many will judge you, talk about you, and degrade you, but just know you are not alone. Jesus Christ truly took away all my pain, shame, and unworthiness. It was not over night, it took time, but I kept trusting in him. He helped me regain my life and speak up. He gave me the courage and strength to be here today and tell people that I am sorry. At the end of the day I am human and being human comes with so much error. I truly believe that sometimes we have to hit the bottom, to climb to the top.
The last 7 months I worked as a mental health tech and I truly have witnessed the hurt, the trauma, the bad, the lost, and helplessness that people feel. The world is full of desperation, loneliness, and hate. I am here to say, there is more for you, and The world needs you.
At the end of the day, I am Not only a photographer, if you need someone to pray for you, please send me a message and I would be happy to be your friend. I know what it feels like to feel hopeless, scared, defeated, and like you have no one to turn to, even if you have family. I am here to tell you, I have good news for you, we have a Savior, Jesus Christ that will help you feel loved and worthy.
I am here to say I am back. I will be taking very limited amounts of sessions, as I am focusing on ministry a lot more and family. Senior Sessions will be my main priority with very few families.
I will also be starting an outdoor channel on YouTube, promoting my faith, how to have a closer walk to God, mental health, and the love of the outdoors.
I am excited to have you here and show you the talent that God has blessed me with.
I pray God blesses you and your family and I pray you get blessed from my journey. Buckle up, you are in for a ride.
(If you have gift cards, or paid for sessions please message me to book)
OH....and SANTA PORTRAITS ARE POSTED!
