01/01/2018
⏳Distractions⏱️
F**k a hater that says no and tells "You can't do all of those things all at once." Well your a f**king c**t acting all dunce. Three jobs I'll take on. All quit while I prove you wrong. The years ending. Still so much hate for quires. Don't tell me you don't hate race. We both know that's not the case. So sick of all these excuses on "Well it worked for me, yeah so do this and do that." Quit playing, s**t your saying is not worth listening.
Raising a two month old boy while employed will not destroy me. Get that straight. I swear no matter what you do, you will get hate. No, all these whiners are fish to a shark. I'll eat up and enjoy the bait. Kicked out some boys in my arcade. I'm white so I'm racist right? It's not because their black. Called me a racist white bitch but your hate is so whack. I see no color. I saw all five of you as kids. No race attached. So the next time you come in and disrespect my store, know that I kicked your asses out for this same reason before.
I learn from my mistakes. Time kills. So forgive and let go. Some will do whatever it takes. Don't speak unless you know. Evil takes no breaks. So now you know. Now you know so let me tell you about the shakes. Promises fortune and fame. Called you babe while in bed with you. Loves with no shame. Evil has no one to blame. Now you know. Now you know about all these distractions.
A job done. One job gone. Two jobs gone wrong. Now I'm left with no job son. Fired. Wired to explode. I walk a cautious road. I don't drink, don't smoke, stay woke and I won't end up back behind bars being remembered as a joke. F**k my background. No officer I didn't make a sound. No officer I didn't do it! Framed then split. Three months I rotted in that pit. Took me this long to open up a bit. S**t! Yes officer I'll take this hit.
I'm a family man. Still remember Stan Man. Wrote Mr. Ice Cream Man while being in my alternative band. Time to take a vacay and let my struggles sink in some quick sand. F**k you mean my art is so bland? I'll hold my tongue but for some I can't stand. So blessed on another level. Most won't travel to my land. An empire built on my foundation of these words. To a few, go kick rocks. F**k your money that talks. Look out for the birds. I envy such a creature that can just fly away at any day.
Better watch your girl. We all know your man is p***y whipped. Such a coward. Buy a pair to order and let it get shipped. Treat her right yet she still expects a pearl. No, we are not that tight. Put the past to sleep. Move. Your bitch is not worth a headache to please and keep. Y'all fight over such immature s**t. Keep quiet and don't open up a bit then maybe she won't keep complaining when she opens up your phone and see's a tit. As she yells she spits. Too bad you're not the type of guy who splits. Too much too handle when her kid has the s**ts. Just admit you'd wish you hit someone your type that's not rotten and ripe. Distractions man. I'll tell you about them.
I'll look at my son and feel sad sometimes. How the f**k can you leave your baby boy like that man. Nothing makes up those lost times between him and I. Not even my rhymes. It got tough so he ran. Oh Daddy you've taught me so much. You picked drugs and chose no alternative like maybe I don't know a "rather than." What a great plan. You ain't s**t Charles. Thought you'd be working at Carl's or something but I guess I was wrong when your phone doesn't ring. I'll leave you in the past while my fame moves way too fast. Don't mind me I just got a favor to ask. I heard you came back down to Stockton after getting convicted from your place. Don't come back, don't even try. Your attempt will just be a waste. Leave us be. Yeah, promise me please.
Time to grow up. Ignore all these dick heads who take a dump on those they care about after a bad blow up. Sounds like some abandonment issues. Take, take. take, hit and abuse. S**t I'm tired of the same excuse but don't point your fingers unless you're absolutely sure on who to accuse. If you turn your back on me again make sure your ready for the pain. Remember what we played in High school? What was it, ding d**g ditch. Those were some happy moments but we're both different now. You grew up too be a bitch and I sit here filthy rich as I still got this annoying genetic twitch. You loved me then but you hate me now when I love you today but this can't happen again.
Keep your mind on track. Turn your back and watch your friends sell you out for one rack. Here's an important life hack. Breathe as you dodge and weave all their hatred. Patience. Defense. Offense. Intelligence. Just do to you of what makes sense. Don't be so tense. Stay smart and away from being dense. Keep your soul because when they shoot you straight through your heart you will be left with a hole. Distractions. Distractions. Distractions. It all comes down too your actions.
-JSPoetry🤘 ✍️
