05/17/2022
This photo was taken while I was in Bar Harbor, Maine last year. I just got to editing it yesterday. I didnāt want to look through those images for a long time. But with enough time passing, itās almost like looking through different eyes.
I feel more comfortable with myself as a photographer lately so right now in my own personal work Iām experimenting and just trying to have fun. Rules are important but they can also deter your creativity. I feel confident in my color correcting abilities by now, way more than ever before honestly. Sometimes I see past edits I made on a photo and go š¬š¬ lol. But right now, itās like, getting to that base where I know it looks accurate and the way it looked the way I saw it, or close enough, but then just doing whatever I feel like it, playing around in Photoshop again like being a teenager and discovering this magic (sometimes lol) software all over again.
Tomorrow is the last school day of the semester for me and Iāve spent the last few months making videos and missing being creative with my camera *in my way*. But these last few months I have learned a lot when it comes to film stuff and thatās made me just feel like I want to take more photos too??? I think itās primarily the feeling of starting to *really* feel confidence in your abilities. Imposter syndrome and stuff is obviously still a thing but itās not the same as the feeling of not knowing what youāre doing?
I donāt think anyone will read this far so if you did, live long and prosper dear friend.
Just a quick ramble before I go back to editing this final project. š¤”