Iām about to make my newest video on Disturb Reality public, and with it I predict will see the last time in a long time that the channel will have over 800,000 Subscribers.
I will be posting the link here to the latest project Iāve spent over two and a half months on - a Living Room Sessions live dj 30-minute mix featuring the music/sound + lights within the house at my fingertips, with 5+ camera angle cuts designed for a relaxing and introspective evening at home. Get your good speakers/headset ready and RIP to the 800K club for Disturb Realityš«¶š¼
04/29/2024
I'll be spinning an opening dj set at Monarch Bar and Lounge at Memorial, this Tuesday [4.30] evening alongside a lineup of 3 other dj's, here in Houston, TX.
21+ event, free for those of age!
14129 Memorial Dr., Houston, TX 77079
Party goes til 2am, doors at 7
01/20/2024
Happy 1/20š«š«¶š¼š§
01/01/2024
2000 vs. 2016 vs. 2018
Happy New Year, kids. Rock, Flag, and Eagle!
12/31/2023
two-hundred and fifty-one days
11/25/2023
Celebrating 7-Monthās Clean, today.
Here it is, my premiere mix as the dj, simply going by, 1:20.
I purchased the controller a month into my recovery, on May 22. I had never used the software and had no knowledge of beats, bars, phrases ~ but I have, for a long time. Now, had in underlying desire to be the dj that I wanted to see, in the city. I showed a stranger a magic trick at 5:30am, and he said he was a dj in the area. I told him thatās something Iāve been wanting to do but my brain canāt separate left and right with music. He said that I could do it. I went and bought an entry level controller the next day. That was 6 monthās ago.
If you decide to watch & listen, I suggest a dark room with incredible sound.
I take such great pride in this release, for a handful of good reasons.
I know that you and company will enjoy this piece of art. Thank you so much for watching.
Special thanks, shoutout, extra love to Jose Cevallos & Skyler of Cirkus Zirkus.
Special love to Club Ready DJ School and Andrewās online course to teach me pieces of the art that I intend to only get deeper nuanced style and live gigs in the not-too-far future.
Enjoy with a full heartš
dj 1:20 premiere mixLost Halloween DJ SetNovember 24, 2023 ~ 7 Monthās CleanOn May 22, 2023, I purchased my first ever dj controller [DDJ-FLX4], entry level ...
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I was trying so hard for so long to seek external validation through the arts of professional wrestling, magic, video editing, public speaking, and sleeping around.
Iāve recently discovered that there are key aspects of each of those ālovesā of mine that I can find new, exciting ways to be happy in life, as a 28 year old white dude who had a picture-perfect American Dream family fairy-tale of no mental, physical, spiritual, or emotional abuse from anyone within my family.
Iām extremely lucky. Iāve been living an entitled lifestyle of false sense of importance over my entire life.
It turns out, that the things that most make ME ā EVAN CLOYD/JAREK120 ā A 28 YEAR OLD NERDY KID THAT LOVED MAGIC AND PRO WRESTLING FOR 15 YEARS AND CHANGED OTHER PEOPLEāS LIVES IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING THAT ULTIMATELY LEAD TO ME UNDERSTANDING ITāS NOT MAGIC AND PRO WRESTLING THAT MADE ME **HAPPY**
It was storytelling.
My physical side was exercised because of my passion of telling a story in the world of pro wrestling. It also allowed me to tell a story without even speaking, pure body performance art.
My brain got stimulated with video editing and video producing, EVERYTHING VIDEO CREATING ā directing, writing, conception to completion ā I LOVE the process and I love the problems that can come with being a storyteller in the world of video production.
Visual storytelling is extremely important aspect of what makes me happy. Telling a story to strangers and hearing stories that trigger an emotional response. THATāS what makes me happy ā hearing and telling well-told stories that are worth hearing about.
Public Speaking is literally me just telling my life story and trying to create an emotional response to someone in the crowd that might prevent them from bringing harm to themselves. Itās important work! (Kevin Smith said it was important work, he also got me to try being Vegan ā another STORY I told myself that I didnāt like Vegan food because I donāt like vegetables and Veganās are pu***es and hippies and stupid and weird and why would you ever stop eating red meat? Long story short, thereās yummy food out there that exists for a reasonable price thatās actually good for me, and Iām a FAT KID AT HEART! I LOVE TRASH COMFORT FOOD LIKE PIZZA HUT AND MCDONALDS AND BUFFALO WILD WINGS!)
Even meeting, interacting, attracting, and ultimately either being in long-term relationships and then trying to find the next girl when Iām single. Find the next girl that Iād like to be my next long-term relationship. But when I remove the external validation behind why I enjoyed flirting and meeting girls and talking to as many of them as possible is because thereās a very real, very human experience, in storytelling to and with someone to trigger an emotional response of some kind to get us to bond in the closest way two humans can ā s*x.
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Some time has passed since I was writing this. Itās Halloween 2018 today and I have two happy dogs here wanting my attention. Iām gonna give it to them and take Katlin to express her creative self freely with a new haircut!
I only make decisions based on what makes me happy. What makes me happy isnāt going to 100% fall in line with what makes you happy, and thatās okay! Thatās what makes us, us. Our own thoughts, our own perspective, our own paradigm, our own body.
You are the only thing in this life that you truly own. So own it.
