07/01/2025
I've been feeling out of sorts for nearly 4 weeks with the flu that's been going around, staying home so as not to share germs and binge watching Desperate Housewives, curtains closed, going from bed, to chair, back to bed. Bodyclock all over the place! I've become accustomed to hearing the, familiar to some, narrative at the end of each episode. So I was drawn to write this.
What struck me today is whilst we are surrounded by good friends and family, when you feel you're falling apart, where is your safe place to go? A place where you can share your vulnerability without burdening your loved ones and without judgement? That's what a counsellor could provide for you.
Today, I found kindness from a stranger, at my foot clinic no less! I hadn't been putting the work in on my toes, I felt guilty, pathetic and even tried to cancel my appointment. but they said to come in anyway.
Reluctantly I got myself up, showered and dressed and set off. When they opened the door, I was clearly upset, and Ewa was so kind. "No tears: she said "it's a bad time of year". We went through to the consulting room, she gave me a hug, encouraged deep breaths and took time out to make me a cup of tea. She gently worked on my feet as I drank, breathed and calmed down. No need for words, simply compassion. It dawned on me that Ewa was the only person I'd seen in over a week! Thank you so much Ewa, your kindness, patience, and magic tea helped so much.
Missing my late husband and my Mum so much 💔
Don't worry, I'll be grand, grief is like this, and is more bearable with human connection. To others, please reach out, you'll find kindness all around you if you step out into the light.
