04/11/2025
It's been 2 years last week since my Mum sadly left this place. Her Birthday is today and my Brothers birthday is in a couple of days so it's safe to say I've had a lot on my mind.
It's times like these when it can feel too much and it's all too easy to fall back into old habits, im sure that's something most people can relate to!
But lately I've been feeling more determined to get the absolute most out of this life than I ever have for the exact reasons I have mentioned!
Getting back into the music and trying to turn the pain into something positive has been such an important part of finding that inner peace in my life and is something I can hopefully put back into my projects!
Heres a little part of something I have just finished recently which sums up just a few of the many feelings ive gone through on this rollercoaster of a few years.... i'm sure you'll be hearing the full thing soon enough β€οΈ
Happy birthday to you both, this one will be for you π
"But I know you're with each other now and that's my only solace
Your'e both in my heart every day and that's my only promise
See, I know that I'm still gonna make mistakes
Might get fu**ed up and take too much K, get back on the co***ne
Get led astray, go the wrong way, end up in the wrong place or take the wrong lane
In this never ending battle between life and pain
I can endeavor to be better every single day
Show love, be happy and make it my way
I'll love you both forever and in my heart you will stay
I'll carry you with me, until the end of my days β€οΈ
And you'll always shine through me in so many ways β¨οΈ πΆ "
Until I see you again π